autonomy of learning

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

I am below everything.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thank you, Jack

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13