with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like first name

so an active mazelike process

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

bro i read nothing in my life

which magnetises chains of pins

magnetisation/form

propensity within someone

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i really havent