ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf abrar
i was tempted to lie about my name
we need to be deconstructing our identities
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abrar?
isaac
send your tumblr
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
it is hopeful
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
is everyoneback on tumblr now