There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Better Lift

Today I felt like starting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Pimlico Rats

so at the end

hiding from the rain

not their contents

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thank you, Jack

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

much more tactility

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.