a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

1

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like first name

so at the end

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

is this you as well

in a post. I want to be remembered

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

its good short few pages

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

propensity within someone

I am below everything.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i understand

you cannot feed someone truth

what do you mean

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46