Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

its good

was it worth it

was it worth it

yeah

send your tumblr

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Lift Analysis

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

and the fake qualifier

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

or never left

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

what do you mean

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

really i want the internet

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

much more tactility

feel you

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i really havent

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2 (actually index). two is company

1

It Will Get Lighter

not their contents