a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
you have a beautiful account btw
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thank you, Jack
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Better Lift
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
really i want the internet
i see a website
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
but really the thing should be autonomous
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
kind of mythopoesis
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever