but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

magnetisation/form

lol yea

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

all that is to say

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

so the method has to be autonomous