what do you think my name is

i really havent

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

the site i am dreaming

wait what is that

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

all that is to say

Today I felt like starting

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

not their contents

2 (actually index). two is company

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

and the fake qualifier

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so the method has to be autonomous

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

bro i read nothing in my life

Lift Analysis

we can only engage in such a way

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yes

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models