I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

currently

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

yes

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Picture

but really the thing should be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

1

in a post. I want to be remembered

Style

really i want the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it