Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
no longer writing in the third person
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
in a post. I want to be remembered
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Better Lift
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
but really the thing should be autonomous
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
I Write Goodbye Letter
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
this will be about a slug
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
