I Write Goodbye Letter

Pimlico Rats

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

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you cannot feed someone truth

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

13, H, grate

no like which do people call me

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

2 (actually index). two is company

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf abrar

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me