It Will Get Lighter

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

so at the end

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

brb i will read and reply sincerely

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

much more tactility

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the site i am dreaming

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

like magnets

"Put a blanket."

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

and the fake qualifier