One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Rain, starting

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

division of reality is straying away from it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so at the end

no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

isaac newton

like first name

ahnaf abrar

not their contents

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Lift Analysis

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

feel you

much more tactility

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i was tempted to lie about my name

hiding from the rain