Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Put a blanket."

its performative

like first name

so the method has to be autonomous

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

as in

we can only engage in such a way

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Slug

wait what is that

hello reader,

autonomy of learning


December 2025

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it