much more tactility
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
you have a beautiful account btw
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.propensity within someone
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
magnetisation/form
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
as in
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
really i want the internet
Better Lift
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I am below everything.
but i respect your search
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation