magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i have read not even 1 book
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
lol
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
that looks like my instagram account
its performative
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
not their contents
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send link
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
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currently
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
or never left
autonomy of learning
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person