the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

or never left

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we can only engage in such a way

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Better Lift

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

is everyoneback on tumblr now

magnetisation/form