i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

barren land

so at the end

have you read

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

plato

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol yea

all that is to say

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i dont understand magnetisation

autonomy of learning

not their contents


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

IWGD

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


we need to be deconstructing our identities

no longer writing in the third person

like first name

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.