I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
no longer writing in the third person
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
hiding from the rain
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
you have a beautiful account btw
sorry i am texting like a slav
like first name
ion
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
brb i will read and reply sincerely
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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