I Write Goodbye Letter

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and the fake qualifier

hello reader,

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


was it worth it

yeah

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

yeah

Better Lift

Lift Analysis

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i was tempted to lie about my name

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."

...

we need to be deconstructing our identities

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book