so at the end
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
isaac newton
thank you
its good
no i haven't really read anything
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
you cannot feed someone truth
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
not their contents
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
i understand
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.all that is to say