Better Lift
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
lol
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
isaac
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
have you read
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
all that is to say
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
lol yea
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation