it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

all that is to say

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you cannot feed someone truth

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

13, H, grate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

really i want the internet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

magnetises a pin

bro i read nothing in my life

is everyoneback on tumblr now

the site i am dreaming

i want to do that too

Thank you, Jack

what do you think my name is

feel you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

your feed looks like my tumblr

that looks like my instagram account

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you