the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"Put a blanket."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

you have a beautiful account btw

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Better Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50