but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I am below everything.


"Put a blanket."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

It Will Get Lighter

but really the thing should be autonomous

kind of mythopoesis

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

barren land

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol

so at the end

idk

yeah

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous