a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form

as in

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

i want to do that too

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

yeah

much more tactility

feel you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


i was tempted to lie about my name

send link

god being the centre magnet

yeah