so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience. 

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

brb i will read and reply sincerely

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

plato

abrar?

ion

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models