you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

December 2025

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression



A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i have read not even 1 book

thank you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

god being the centre magnet

in a post. I want to be remembered

is this you as well

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you think my name is

we can only engage in such a way

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

but i respect your search

which magnetises chains of pins

whats your name?

feel you

sorry i am texting like a slav

fw

we need to be deconstructing our identities