but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Picture

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

but i respect your search

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

plato

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its good

Thank you, Jack

autonomy of learning