Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Lift Analysis

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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send link

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

and the fake qualifier

whats your name?