ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


I am below everything.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac newton

ion

or never left

thank you

i dont understand magnetisation

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

its good short few pages

barren land

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

much more tactility

whats your name?

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

feel you

i have read not even 1 book

sorry i am texting like a slav

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

December 2025

all that is to say

autonomy of learning