think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i really havent
and the fake qualifier
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
so the method has to be autonomous
i want to do that too
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
kind of mythopoesis
feel you
no longer writing in the third person
Today I felt like starting
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
you cannot feed someone truth
propensity within someone
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
magnetisation/form
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
But seriously, thank you, Jack
i understand
sorry i am texting like a slav
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.