ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
propensity within someone
bro i read nothing in my life
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Today I felt like starting
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette
while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
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