i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

i love it here

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

isaac newton

no like which do people call me

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

kind of mythopoesis

whats your name?

no longer writing in the third person

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like first name

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.