its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yes

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

really i want the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you have a beautiful account btw

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."