okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

plato

i have read not even 1 book

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

idk

your feed looks like my tumblr

Lift Analysis

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so at the end

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i really havent

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

as in

propensity within someone

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i was tempted to lie about my name