Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

fw

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

feel you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so at the end

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

barren land

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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and the fake qualifier

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so the method has to be autonomous

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

send link

i really havent

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

division of reality is straying away from it

bro i read nothing in my life

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

propensity within someone



all that is to say