yes

...

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

and the fake qualifier

the site i am dreaming

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Better Lift

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

its performative

in a post. I want to be remembered

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


It Will Get Lighter

Can I see

division of reality is straying away from it

I Write Goodbye Letter

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

bro i read nothing in my life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41