After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
yes
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
currently
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
ahnaf abrar
i dont understand magnetisation
your feed looks like my tumblr
propensity within someone
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i love it here
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet