the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
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god being the centre magnet
isaac
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
i dont understand magnetisation
have you read
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
what do you mean
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
no i haven't really read anything
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
like magnets
abrar?
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf