i really havent

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

i really havent

December 2025


like first name

wait what is that

Thank you, Jack

send your tumblr

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

have you read

what do you think my name is

that looks like my instagram account

god being the centre magnet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

lol

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

or never left

you cannot feed someone truth

It Will Get Lighter

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i dont understand magnetisation

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things