was it worth it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it is hopeful

Better Lift

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

lol yea

we can only engage in such a way

Thank you, Jack

so the method has to be autonomous

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

magnetisation/form

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

Today I felt like starting

autonomy of learning

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like first name

i was tempted to lie about my name

send link

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

Lift Analysis

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.