They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Picture

it is hopeful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Today I felt like starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no longer writing in the third person

currently

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

I am below everything.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24