currently

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

was it worth it

what do you think my name is

feel you

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

we need to be deconstructing our identities

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

isaac newton

magnetises a pin

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

i want to do that too
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

barren land

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

isaac

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression