i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
hiding from the rain
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
its good
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
god being the centre magnet
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
was it worth it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
isaac
i dont understand magnetisation