"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

all that is to say

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

13, H, grate

so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Style

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

you have a beautiful account btw

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

...

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

we can only engage in such a way

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk