a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter


Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

Better Lift

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

lol

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue