the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

Picture

i love it here

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like first name

plato

what do you mean

hiding from the rain

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

as in

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.