bro i read nothing in my life

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

"Put a blanket."

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yes

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i see a website

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Today I felt like starting

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

you have a beautiful account btw

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is everyoneback on tumblr now

ahnaf abrar

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no like which do people call me